Random thoughts
I fucking hate snow.Hate it.
I've missed weddings and funerals to avoid it
I don't post this blog for public consumption. If people (and my, they must be bored to do so) decide to read it, I'm okay with that but I don't post with others in mind.
My friend, Nick, is very sick and under the influence of some extremely toxic people. I've only slightly more desire to move back to Michigan as I do to stay in New Jersey, so I don't know what I can do to help him.
Nick deserves all the best things in life and all he seems to end up with is shit.
I don't like always feeling so angry toward my mother. We've always had a very strong relationship and she is a vital part of my life. She's the sort who would not be able to handle hearing about why I'm so upset, so I do my best to hide it.
Katrina victim has become a part of who I am, almost as much as mother.
I don't know what to do with that.
All of my priorities have changed.
The things that make me happy, hell the things I even think about are totally different from what they were before November.
24 is not a television show, it's a big, stupid video game and I hate that Joe makes me watch it.
New business idea: combination child daycare and kitty weight loss center. My two year old nephew's visit today was my inspiration. He adores my cats and I've never seen them run as fast as they did in trying to stay away from him.
Three days a week with Ryan and even the most obese cat would be the embodiment of fitness.
I left Michigan to keep from being "the other woman."
I have so many ideas that I feel paralyzed by them.
I should write them all down for when I don't have that "in the weeds" feeling.
I'm craving brie
It took something awful happening for me to discover that people are a kind and generous breed. They really do mean well.
These random thoughts are completely different from the ones I had (but didn'tmanage to post) yesterday.
Besides the discount and ARCs, my favorite thing about working in a bookstore was helping people choose books. I love it when they'd come in without a clue as to what they wanted and I was able to help them find something completely new.
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